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tumblr_mdpjktkDxp1qdlkyg.gifWell I feel much better after talking to my co-workers about my grade. I did e-mail a councillor at Ashworth College (where I attend) but I can't retake the exam (bum) however the nurses in my office were beyond impressed that winging an antatomy exam and getting a 72.5% is apparently damn near impossible, this included Amber who graduated nursing school with a 4.0 & her masters in nursing with a 4.0. So despite not being able to retake the exam I do feel much better that in the eyes of my coworkers I did something none of them could do. I called dad to let him know and he was super proud. He could never pass A&P and the fact that I did it made him super happy.
Thank you everyone for your kinds words and encouragment. I'm so truly blessed to have such wonderful friends.

Lent begins tomorrow. Instead of material things to give up I am giving up two things that affect me deeply. They are giving up my comfort zone and giving up negativity. As I have gotten older I have realized Lent isn't really about giving up what you enjoy but really giving up something to God. I feel that these two things are something to give up to God to have a better relationship with her.
I also think that this will help me in my relationships, especially with Amanda (bestie). Right now I'm just tired of the toxicity and she has a new bff she works with and won't stop talking about and it drives me nuts especially when she compares me to her by saying "she's like you but only ______" . On top of that I told her when we were having lunch one day that I felt isolated as everyone lives in Slaton and I live in LBK. She told me she would try harder when she was in town but what do I hear the other day? She and Lucy were at the mall (not even 5 minutes from my place) and no one called me. I think that getting out of my cofort zone and doing things I wouldn't really do (like go on my own to the First Friday Art Trail) and breaking away from the negativity that I feel she brings to my life as of late will be for the best.

Date: 2016-02-10 02:27 am (UTC)
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Yay for the grade! It's always a relief when good things come out of something that's perceived as difficult and stressful.

Good luck on Lent :)

Date: 2016-02-10 02:59 am (UTC)
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Thanks love ♥

Date: 2016-02-10 03:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
:D I'm glad you're feeling better about your grade ♥

I'm sorry your bestie is having such a negative impact on your life :( *hugs*

Date: 2016-02-10 06:58 am (UTC)
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Thanks love♥ I think I feel much more confident in the further education.

Date: 2016-02-10 04:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I'm glad that you're feeling better about your grade :)

Date: 2016-02-10 06:58 am (UTC)

Date: 2016-02-10 04:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Glad to hear that things are going well :D

Date: 2016-02-10 11:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you :)

Date: 2016-02-13 05:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Hooray for the grade!


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